2011/1/11

Dido



My tea's gone cold
I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all

The morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be grey

But your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad

It's not so bad
I drank too much last night

Got bills to pay
my head just feels in pain

I missed the bus and there'll be hell today
I'm late for work again

And even if I'm there
They'll all imply that I might not last the day

And then you call me and it's not so bad
It's not so bad

and I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life

Push the door, I'm home at last
And I'm soaking through and through

Then you handed me a towel
And all I see is you

And even if my house falls down now
I wouldn't have a clue

Because you're near me
And I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life

Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life

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適合今晚重覆聆聽的歌,:)。

2011在煙火圍繞著的台北開始了第一天,
我好像還沒找到可以決心邁向前的關鍵時刻,
逐一挑選該選擇的方向就像是要挑一雙可以帶我到天涯海角的好鞋子。
它不能像煙火一樣在期許中展開在挽惜中落幕,
它可以是不用人人稱羨但必須是使我心甘情願並且給我好心情的。
可知道有多難?
幸好我並不因為方向感尚未領悟而感到迷失。

三個月以來當了陳小姐口中的乖小孩每天把該吞下肚的按時解決,
過了三個月它好像慢慢的顯示出效果了。
雖然奇異的解離惡夢仍然不定時的會襲擊我,
但,現在好像可以坦然的看待了。
這件事使我感到非常的幸福及滿意。
剩下的微不足道的,就讓它一格一格慢慢的被時間距離填滿吧。

然後讓這首歌陪伴著我睡覺吧,
帶著深刻入骨的寒意,平靜溫暖的氣氛,
躺進用化學刻畫的大手掌裡,它給了我足以溶化畏懼的力量。